~Sayang,I Miss You...~

Sayang..

Your absence has gone through me
Like thread through a needle
Everything I do is stitched with its color.

How like a winter hath my absence been
From thee, the pleasure of the fleeting year!
What freezings have I felt, what dark days seen!
What old December's bareness everywhere!

All days are nights to see till I see thee,
And nights bright days when dreams do show thee to me.

Where you used to be,

there is a hole in the world,

which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime,

and falling in at night.

I miss you like hell.

Oft in the tranquil hour of night,
When stars illume the sky,
I gaze upon each orb of light,
And wish that thou wert by.

Days of absence, sad and dreary,
Clothed in sorrow's dark array, -
Days of absence, I am weary;
He I love is far away.

What shall I do with all the days and hours
That must be counted ere I see thy face?
How shall I charm the interval that lowers
Between this time and that sweet time of grace?

I am tired, Beloved,
of chafing my heart against
the want of you;
of squeezing it into little inkdrops,
And posting it.

Where'er I roam, whatever realms to see,
My heart untravelled, fondly turns to thee;
Still to my brother turns, with ceaseless pain,
And drags at each remove a lengthening chain.

One kind kiss before we part,
Drop a tear, and bid adieu;
Though we sever, my fond heart
Till we meet shall pant for you.

Missing you could turn from pain to pleasure, if I knew you were missing me too.

Pa, I still love you..Really miss you so much...I dont know how long our relationship will be like this..but please believe me,i love you from yesterday,today,tomorrow and forever...ever after... =((